shh, let's keep it low this time

What's happening!
Boy am I feeling lucky. I scored 3 jobs in a week. Now, I'm not too sure on which to choose. After a tiring day of job hunting , Khalif picked me up and we went to Hartamas with his friend Naqiuddin. While waiting for our food to arrive, I wanted to go to the toilet. Being the scardy cat that I am, Khalif accompanied me there. As I entered the toilet I was shocked to see that there was a man in the girls toilet! I went out straight away and told Khalif. We waited outside for him to go out. Shocked as we were, that guy turned out to be a chick who looks like a dude! She had tits man! Fucking hillarious! Laughed so fucking hard until I forgot that I needed to pee! Bahaha. I had to leave early since mum's alone at home. On the way home, picked Bob up at ou and mind you, from ou to my place all we did was laughed! Funny shitz. Nonetheless, I had quite a good time with them lads. Reached home, showered, watched Dark Knight and called it a day. Mhm.. I think I'm gonna work at F21 since I get to start on the 1st instead of tomorrow at Guess. Should I? We'll see..

xoxo,
M

Well that went.. well? Not. Another trip failed miserably again. The only plus point was the place. Fucking epic! But alas, complications were there. Well who am I kidding? Didn't say I didn't see this coming anyways. Let's look at the bright side shall we? *cricket sound..* Oh lookie here, there's none. At least for now, considering I can't think of any right now. Monster's sleepy. Good day.

xoxo,
M

Dress, check. Shoe, check. Hair&make up, check. Clutch, check. Le boy, check. And there I was all set for Prom! Boy was butterflies flying here and there in my tummy that's for sure. Running up and down from one room to the stairs to here and there. Le boy wasn't being very helpful though. He made me come down the stairs with my 4 inch shoe just cause he felt lazy to come up! And there he was with his tux laughing at my sort of annoyed face, which in turn made my frown upside down. Silly naughty boy! We started off slightly late due to minor complications and what not. Finally, the committee all dressed up and set for our grand entrance. I still remember the feeling of looking at each of them all grown up, dressed up all so beautifully. After that, well from hot chica's dancing to acoustic acts to band performance to us jumping here and there to prom queen and king announcement to slow dancing on the dancefloor with loved ones to partying all night long, in a more easier manner to summarize one hell of a night is simple, I had the time of my life. Oh yes I did. I wish I could press the repeat button constantly just to stop the time but sadly I can't. Well, I'll just look back and smile. Wrapped things up at 12, changed and packed my stuff and off I was in le boy's car with Food monster,xim and shaamil. Since the food was rather crappy and we were all starving like mad, headed off to raju for supper and then reached home at about 3 feeling awfully lethargic. Felt bad for le boy driving all the way back to his house at 3 a.m. Finally dozed off to sleep at 430 a.m with a huge smile on my face. And guess what, I woke up at 2 the next day. Ain't that awesome? Imma laze around today. Good day peeps!

xoxo,
M

When we fight, when we argue, when things go totally the opposite of what it should be, when I feel like tearing the page apart and end it. I just can't and I definitely won't. Although it might take a while for the flame firing inside of me to cool down but I can never, and I do mean never stay mad at you. The things that you do to me, amazes me sometimes. Even I wonder how I cope and stay calm. Guess you made a huge impact. In a very different and unique manner of course. Well yes of course we've had our fair share of ups and downs and the rust in between should be polish here and there but when I look back, everything revolves around you and you, yes you never ever fail to put that smile on my face. To make me giggle although the only thing I wanna do to you is to punch or hit you hard for making me feel this way. They say, when it hurts, it means the most. There you go, teary eyes of pure bliss or even anger. All, worth it. To me, it's simple. It's not about the obvious things. It's the little things that count. Maybe to you, it's not crystal clear but deep down I know somewhere in your heart you do realize this. I'm never letting this go. Who would want to put aside the butterflies that you feel, the excitement and anxiety all rushing through your veins when you know you're about to meet that person. Thus, the feeling of not knowing what love is, has finally come to an end. Cheesy? I know. Well, what can I say. Love makes the world go round and it definitely is, making me spin in circles.
P.S, I love you :-)

xoxo,
M

Picture this, take a blank paper. Take a pen, or better. A needle. A large one. Poke the paper a bazillion times until the paper turns well rather, distorted. And yes, that is how I feel right now. For a second, I kept thinking to myself. If the repeat button is constantly being switched on without anyone wanting to take control and hit the stop button then.. Well, you do the math. 

Hello! Good god, when was the last time I was here? Finally, yes finally. I am officially known as a girl who no longer has to wake up early in the morning and put on my blue and white kurung and tie up my hair in a ponytail and wear my black school shoes. Ah.. yes, it's over. It's finally over. 6 years of primary years, done. Additional 5 years of pure bliss not to mention the ups and downs. All, done. Poof. A totally new start ahead once I get into college and uni's to further my studies. Oh man. Now I have to really sit down and think about what I'm about to take. For someone who's definitely a non liker towards choosing a certain something, sadly to say I have to. Hopefully godwilling my choice would be the perfect fit. Well, that thought can be put aside for now. Well, at least for the time being. Believe it or not, it has only been 3 days after spm and now I feel so empty. So lost. I should really start doing something productive. Like work for instance. Yeap, going job hunting a.s.a.p. After that, going to start on me driving license. By then, it would be easier for me. I hope! Today, I decided to stay at home just because I'm tired. Will be having roasted chicken for dinner. Can't wait for that! Till then loves.

xoxo,
M

20 more days to go! Go M, go! Yes, I can do it and I will succeed with flying colours. InsyAllah, amiin :)

on.. Hiatus!
Wish me luck loves,

xoxo,
M

This is for you Mr Demanding,

You're so demanding, you drive me crazy most of the time. You're full of surprises and definitely unpredictable but on certain stuff you are definitely predictable. You never fail to bring a smile on my face and never fail to make me laugh. You're so different yet so typical. You're so honest it scares me sometimes. Intimidating? Definitely. Brutally honest too. Albeit that, you're still the one who never fail to make my heart tingle whenever I think of you.

xoxo,
M

and..

I'm out of here! :-)

xoxo,M

Olaaaaaaaaaa! Hello amigos, I'm up rather early for a typical Sunday. Haven't been updating for a while, so here goes!
Trials is finally done and over with. 3 weeks of pure hectic hell is finally over. Well, the big major exam alas, is still around the corner. Aiyacaramba! Overall, raya this year has been quite a fun ride if I say so myself. A lot of things happening at the same time. Open houses? Don't even ask. The food? If I could actually count the amount of total calories I've been eating.. Damn son! Okay, Let's rather not go there now shall we. On the other side of the rainbow, slept over at Food Monster's house on Thursday. We didn't do much since we were both really fucken tired but just the thought of not being at home for a sec was quite pleasing. Re-shuffled and did some spring cleaning, yes again. Another 2 big paper bags of junks! Nonetheless, me likeyy me room this way. Let's hope it'll stay. Which I know proly wont, but what the hell. After a total of 8 hours of re-arranging and cleaning, went to an aunt's house for dinner, went home and called it a day rather early. Saturday on the other hand, Chemistry tuition which is already pack was even more packed with extra 3 students. Helped around the house with chores and what not. Went to Shaamil's open house in the evening and ate nasi briyani and it was delicious! After that, Xim's brother sent us off to Jia's open house in 14. Ate some more, this time ayam tandoori and laksa johor and Cha'ee's apple crumble. I swear to god my kain was about to burst! Not long after that, Khalif picked us up and went to his place for a bbq open house. All we did was laugh,laugh and laaaaugh. Damn it, it was hella fun. Took pictures and ate and ate some more. Finally at 11, Khalif sent Saidah,Xim,Dian and I home. Padahal boleh je jalan dekat je tapi bak kata Saidah,Xim and Dian ' For you, I will ' kan? hahahahahaha. Reached home at 11 ish, chilled for a while. The two usual people slept over at mi casa. Exchanged personal stories with le monster while Dian was busy talking with the lover on the phone. Called it a day not long after. Woke up early to the sound of Xim's text saying that his outside cause saidah left her phone in his brother's car. Careless betul. Tsk tsk. Anywho, both of them went for tuition already and here I am home not so alone. Okay, I guess that's all for now. Later, I have another open house to go to. Which means, more food. Till then! Goodbye loves.

xoxo,
M